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The Unseen War at Home....


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here's something else you don't see about the war...how it affects families and the

humanity of individuals...my brother is in iraq as i write this...make no bones about it, he

is very disillusioned about the war...the first time they convoyed into iraq he was so upset

because they didn't have any armor for their humvee and had to pull scraps of metal

where they could...he's upset at the media portrayal or lackthereof of what goes on there

everyday...

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my brother returning home from iraq for 2 weeks R&R...greeted by his childhood dog..

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my brother taking off his uniform for the first time after months in iraq

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my brother before basic training...

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on graduation day at fort benning, ga....

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the day before leaving for iraq for the first time...

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the day leaving to go back to iraq the 2nd time after R&R

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minutes before boarding the plane to go back to war....

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thanks for the kind comments...it has been the hardest thing i've ever

photographed....many times i'm fighting back tears while shooting but it helps me cope

with the situation....it's weird to think of composition and lighting while you're shooting a

loved one going to war but i know if i don't consider those things the images won't

communicate the longing and sadness and frustration that i feel or that he feels...

 

i take days off at work whenever he comes home to photograph and will easily burn

through 15 rolls in a day....it's my way of honoring him and in some way trying to capture

him for myself because i don't know when i'll see him again....photographs are poor

substitutes for people but i hope these photos will transcend and speak to other people

about the quiet tragedies that happen when a country is at war...

 

i think of lisette model's advice to diane arbus, that the more specific the subject the more

general it's voice....these are family photos...my family photos...these are scenes that

occured in my parent's house...it doesn't get any more specific to myself than that...

 

yet at the same time, what is happening to us is no different than what is happening or

has happened to other families who have members of their families at war...there is a

strength and power, i hope, in the intimacy of private pictures...these moments, however

quiet and ephemeral, especially in contrast to scenes of soldiers at war, soldiers tearing

down saddam's statue, our president landing on an aircraft carrier, will have their own

power to move, perhaps not with a bang but with a whimper and maybe that's all it really

takes....

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Great work Russ, maybe expand it to shooting letters your brother sends home, bits of his

kit etc? Picture everything you can and carry on shooting. maybe take a look at antony

sau's Fear This for another look at the war at home

 

Brian

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Russ, very moving images. I hope, as many others here do, for a safe and speedy return

home for your brother and all our troops. Whether one is for or against this war may be a

point of debate, but the appreciation for the sacrifice and hardship of our men and women in

service is one of the things that unites all americans.

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Russ, don't know how you feel about this, but it's pretty easy and inexpensive to put together

a small one-off book of photos. Your images would tell a great story.

 

A set of 30 or so images, either in an Apple iPhoto Book, or the equivalent from

mypublisher.com if you're pc-based, would be great. I've done a few 6" x 8" softcover books

and they're easy to do and communicate well.

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i've considered a book and that's how i would like to ultimately present the work...mixing

in IM's and emails that we've had while he's oversees...also including photographs of how

the war presents itself at home, through protests, signage, flag imagery, etc., everytime i

see a flag i can't help but think about the war

 

i shot all this in BW and have made prints of these images but it's been draining

emotionally....i'm still editing as i have about 60 rolls of film to sift through...

 

i want to keep shooting until he finally comes home for good so i can find some closure in

the story....

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I remember your first post with your brother taking off to Iraq. This one has even stronger compositions. But why not use Tri-X or or Ilford HP and take care of these underexposures? No matter how emotional & strong the content, it's important to take care of your images quality. Most of them don't look good. That's too bad because clearly you can compose and you have a very strong subject matter. And a lot to say.
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