Probably a rant post, but I feel like I have at last reached the point where I fully realize and accept that I don't know what I'm doing. I don't really know how to use off-camera lighting very well (though I have been doing it for several years), and my photos show inconsistency and lighting that is generally unsatisfactory to me during receptions and other indoor shoots. I really am not sure how to properly even use on-camera bounced flash anymore. On top of these things, I don't really know how to properly use the rules of composition, and I don't know how to "put together" a compelling composition with available elements using framing, angles and light. Now that I have declared this to myself, maybe I can actually learn something.