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  1. Same photo can NOT be taken over and over again, unless you are using

    an auto 35mm shooting out of the window of your tour bus. First and

    foremost, photography as an art is a very intense creative process

    and experience. It's a form of personal expression. If somebody

    happens to like my photo, that's fine. I care less if somebody say

    that my photos are just like others' photos. I know that's not true.

    Nature is infinite, thus the way to express it.

  2. Dan,

     

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    Let me try to answer part of your question.

     

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    Nothing is something you do not value or care to know. Something is

    discovered from nothing.

     

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    When we make responses and judgements, we make them based on our

    backgrounds and experiences. Because of the vast diversity of our

    ever changing life and the way we grow to learn, answers have only

    relative meanings.

     

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    There is a world in a drop of water. Or you can say the eternity is

    in the moment. As fine art phtographers or artists in general, we

    are trying to discover or make something from NOTHINGNESS. Our

    attempts(futile?)to leave marks behind. Like our children building

    sand castles on the beach in summer. The difference is they do it for

    fun and we do ours with serious intentions. Tibetan monks will spend

    hundreds of hours to make beautiful artwork using sand, and then

    destroy them when finished to leave no marks behin. In doing so,

    Nothing becomes Something, and then Something ends in Nothing. For

    people involved in this activity, the second Nothingness is not the

    same first undiscovered Nothingness.

     

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    As human being, we also try to dicover THINGS around us and give

    names to them. When you say it is nothing, you do not really mean it

    is NOTHING, you mean to say it's something of low value to YOU at

    that moment.

     

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    In the end, nothing is something, and something is nothing. It is not

    what we say, but rather HOW we say it.

  3. No, Chris. How could you go back to 35mm from LF? What makes LF so

    addictive is the challenges and rewards it represents. Tell me you

    feel the same when you look at THINGS on 8x10 ground glass. What

    about that sensual sharpness and special texture and glow of contact

    print? The time you spend to contemplate about compositions and zones

    behind that dark cloth and the pounding of your heart the moment you

    press the shutter when you know you are getting something good. The

    heaviness of your gears and the endless hours you spend in the

    darkroom trying to craft a fine print. The lonliness and joy. LF can

    be a powerful tool of artistic expression. But the physical and

    emotional involvement of it can also be an unique experience and be

    an end by itself. I know some people who shoots 8x10 and has not

    developed the negs for the last three years. You do not have shoot

    1,000 frames to get good. Better time might be spent to look at good

    pictures, specially good paintings. I can go weeks without a single

    exposure. If I have nothing to say, I just keep quiet.

  4. Aaron,

     

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    I agree with what Kevin and Carl. Photography is only one means of

    artistic expression. It's more a journey than a destination.

    The "vision" comes from within yourself. You have to dive into

    yourself to find it. It's an accumulation of your experience(pains

    and bliss), of what you have learned, of your memories of past and

    observations of HERE and NOW. You have to ask yourself a serious

    question: Do I have to use cameras to express myself? Be honest with

    yourself. If the anwser is a simple no, then do not take photography

    seriouly, there are millions of happy hobbiests in this world. If the

    anwser is YES, and photography as a means of expression so important

    for you that you can not live without it, then start to build a life

    around it. Your can not ask other people opinon about your photos.

    They are irrelavent. Do not expect to make a living out of it. It's

    more a sacrifice. Take your time to learn, and do not rush yourself.

    Try to observe THINGS. When you look at a tree in its fall glory, try

    to imagine yourself as that tree, feel the warm golden light on your

    skin. In addition to Rilke, read Van Gorh's letters, some Proust, or

    even some Zen books. Sometimes you have to get loose. If you have the

    verbal anwser for the big question of "vision", why do you need

    photography? Photography is a very sensual experience, enjoy it. If

    you do not have an an anwser to your question, be content that you do

    not have an anwser. To finish, I want to quote you some wisdom of

    3000 years age:

    Do not seek fame. Do not make plans. Do not be absorbed by

    activities. Do not think that you know. Be aware of all that is and

    dwell in the infinite. Wander where there is no path. Be all that

    heaven gave you, but act as though you have received nothing. Be

    empty, that is all.

    The mind of a perfect man is like a mirror. It grasps nothing. It

    expects nothing. It reflects but does not hold. Therefore, the

    perfect man can act without effort.

  5. I used a 35mm Nikon for 10 years before I bought a Hassy and a 4x5

    Arca-Swiss a year later and then a 8x10 Wista a few months later and

    a 8x10 Deardorff another few months later. I only shoot 8x10 now.

    It's an addiction. It's so hard to get a fine print, but you really

    start to learn. You drive a few hundred miles over the weekend just

    for that tree or rock or that special light. It's an experience. It's

    a life.

  6. I second David. I have been using Bergger for over a year after

    dropping Ilford HP5. Best combination seems to be:

    Bergger+Pyro+AZO+Amidol. I shoot 8x10 and the contact prints have a

    wonderful glow.

  7. I own and use a 150mm Super Symmar XL. It's a very sharp and

    contrasty lens. But it is very heavy and big. I prefer to use 150mm

    or 180mm Zeiss Dagor as a wide angle lens. Only 1/5 of weight and

    size, covers 8x10 with plenty of room and extremely sharp. Actually,

    I prefer old dagors than modern Schneider/Fujis. You will be doing

    lots of contact printing anyway. Dagor+Pyro+Azo+Amidol=beautiful

    glowing images. I was lusting for that $9,000 Ebony before I settled

    down with a used Deardorff. I love it and still think that's the best

    choice I have made. The brand name of the tool is not that important

    once you get addicted to the vision and technique part of your art.

    Look at the lens Edward Weston used to make his images. I bought a

    brand new Arca-Swiss 4x5 and brand new Rodenstock and Schneider XL

    lenses two years ago which I hardly use now. You grow as you learn,

    save your money and keep your options open.

    Welcome to the 8x10 world and best luck!

     

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    Hugo

  8. I am mostly what you call a amatrur fine art photography. I have a day job and in my spare time I do 8x10, mostly B&W landscapes and still life with pyro and contact print them. About a few months ago, maybe under the influence or inspiration of Sally Mann and Jocks Sturges, I took a few snap shots with my hassy of my children(a 8 yr old boy and a 7 yr old girl)unclothed in the bathtub. I thought they were innocent pictures and took it to a local lab to process it(I only process my 8x10s)last week. Detectives showed up in my house yesterday morning with these "disturbing" pictures, searched the house, took my computer and a social service lady showed up in the afternoon. I am not allowed to see my kids and had to stay in a hotel last night. I am waiting for their words now. No clue what is going to happen. I did not know child nudity = child porno which I think they are investigating. I came into this country 12 yrs ago and never come to something like this. Do I need a lawyer? Any similar experience and advice?
  9. The lens in Copal 3 is an earlier version and single coated. The one

    in Compur 3 is a multi-coated late production run and usually costs a

    two or three hundreds more than the first one. I use a Lee filter

    with the snap-on rubber band, easy and great with different lens

    sizes.

  10. I use an Arca-Swiss Discover 4x5 with 110XL and a 210 Rodenstock

    lens. Wonderful combination. No need of WA bellow. Discover comes

    with a backpack. You can get an extension rail for the 210mm lens if

    you want to do some close up work. Good luck and welcome to the world

    of LF.

  11. It's a Schneider 210mm f/8 Angulon,I guess. Due to inconsistant

    quality control of lens production of that period(50s-70s?), you

    actually have to test Anlugons before you buy them. This is what I

    have learned somewhere from this forum.

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