Well, I graudated from BFA Photography major 2 months ago. I wanted to shoot fashion/portrait photography but Im still having problem with retouching and I doubt my fashion/portrait skill. In fact, I never learned anything about fashion/portrait buy myself. At least I spent 5 years to shoot portrait without purpose but fun. Today, when I checked the facebook group, I saw a young guy who is 19 years old posted portrait pics on the group and I shocked becasue he had much better retouching and portrait skill artiscally and technically. Few people that I heard didnt learn and studied from college but they shot pics for fun. Now, they are getting a lot of money for shooting portrait and fashion pics in NYC. Their pics look better than me. At this point, Im seriously feel gloomy and Im quite lost about what Im going to do. I wanted to shoot fashion/portrait but my skills isnt improving that amatuers are now better than me. Im highly talented for fine art photography but in order to earn money for living, I need to have another work: fashion/portrait. People told me to keep shooting pics but I highly doubt that Im doing right. It is true that I never learned fashion/portrait properly but other people who never learned photography shoot much better than me. What am I suppose to do? I might gonna end up as a normal photographer who shoot pics for nothing. This is not what I wanted for my life but I have no idea what to do next.