<p>Photography is my tool of creativity and therefore, for me, food for the soul.<br>
I don't know if photography is therapy for me, but rather a form of mechanical<br>
meditation where the creative part of the brain kicks in and the part that deals<br>
with this, at times, crazy world (filled with crazier people) gets some R&R.<br>
I know that I'm at home in the mountains with my gear. I can be<br>
in the mountains without my gear, but the element of creativity is gone<br>
and that leaves a gap for me.</p>
<p>I love my gear. I know that professionals are not supposed to "love their<br>
gear", because it's a tool of the trade. But, try telling that to a painter<br>
or sculptor who has a favorite color or clay medium.<br>
I know when I've captured something that my creative self sees. That's<br>
satisfying the creative impulse or purpose.</p>
<p>I could live without photography. I did for years when my immune system<br>
crashed from chemical exposure at work. I could no longer be in a dark<br>
room because of the chemicals. I could no longer develop my own film, so being<br>
professionally active was for me impossible.<br>
For 14 years I didn't pick up a camera to do serious work.<br>
It wasn't really depression, but more like a missing part of myself.<br>
The digital age of photography allowed me back into photography<br>
in a profound way.</p>
<p>I can say that two of some of the most important moments of my life<br>
happened when my father gave me my first camera, which was film.<br>
The other was when my step-son came into the house and showed<br>
me the first digital SLR that I had ever seen. Within moments<br>
of seeing his Canon I simply sat down in front of the computer<br>
and started a search on what was then the web and began to look<br>
for Minolta DSLRs. I had a small arsenal of Minolta lenses and I was<br>
excited to put them to work for the first time in many years.<br>
My life hasn't been the same since. It's better.<br>
<br>
Since this is a time of reflection for many of us I thank<br>
you for the questions. They have reminded me of how<br>
much I have to be thankful for.<br>
Happy Holidays! </p>